Alone

Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disintegrate, you hear the saddest song on the radio?


Every day I listen to the radio but it's only now that I realise they play the saddest songs...
It's a constant reminder of what has happened, Westlife, Beyoncé, even Lady Gaga is reminding me constantly what has happened...and I thought she was my friend!


I hate being alone, I miss him, it's that simple. I miss us. I miss the man who knew me inside and out, the one who knows how to make the smile return to my face, the man I want to share my life with.


Time is standing still, every minute feels like an hour and the sunshine has gone from my life.


I sit, night after night hoping, praying and needing him to return.


Things will get better, I know they will, I have to give myself time to heal but I'm so tired of being miserable, nothing is fun any more and I don't know what to do.


If he were here, he'd know exactly what to do.

I miss you a little,
I guess you could say,
A little too much,
A little too often,
And a little more each day.

Poem from CoolNsmart.com